A Year of Changes…………

Like from 26 years of my life. This is year is also gonna be over in another probably sum 10 hours from the time I am writing this blog and with Many SMS, wishes, phone calls and emails New Year will arrive. Time in this year for me is I believe flew with supersonic speed.   Events, memories took place in this year feels like just happened few days ago.

I started writing this blog two months back on my birthday in bus traveling alone to Shirdi in midnight. Somehow I feel so happy about finishing it today; everyone has their way, plans to have yearend bash and celebrate New Year in style. I have mined right now, “writing “something which has given me lots of peace and power to fight from inner and outer disturbance.

                                                Every year from start to end brings happiness, struggle, challenges and failures. It is all about change, changes that may come for good or bad.  I heard from so many people from so many times “Change is Good”. I say change is always good if we as who we are willingly to be part of that change and accept the change that has come in our life’s. A Change that brings positive vibes always welcomed, loved and accepted quickly.  A forced changed in anyone’s life is tough & dangerous. It can either make or break that person thoroughly. It is so tough to get out from comfort zone and go out there and face a new challenge.  But I guess that’s the way life it, we all looking for adventure, new things and challenges and when they come to meet us few of us opt to be where we are.

For me this year was full of changes. The year started with change for me, halfway in year brought me biggest shock of my life and challenge from which I feared so much. Deep down in my heart I knew a day would like this come and I had to face it. Thank to god and my special friends who were there for me. Helped me supported me and cared for me. I will also say I have never felt so close to God. I must say God was with me in every way, every feeling, every decision I took for me or either way god decided something for me in my life. And this year end also brought a new change and I am happy on new year I will start New Year with new things in my hand.

I would like to finish this blog with beautiful SMS I received few days back from my sister.

Thanks to those who hated me, they had made me stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, they made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who hurt me, they teach me a lesson that my life is mine not theirs. Thanks to those who were worried for me, they let me know that they really cared for me. Thanks to those who left me, they teach me that nothing last forever. Thanks to those who are with me, for letting me know I mean something to you. I just want to thank you all for being part of my life, for whatsoever I have meant to you.

New Year’s Day is every one’s Birth Day…….So enjoy the day Cheers J

Hope you'll have a New Year that starts Happy!.....& ends Happy!.....

I wish a very Happy New Year to everyone J

Sharad……..   

कशमश.......

किस्मत की कशमकश से अब कुछ ऎसी बैचैनी होती है 

की सुनी हुई बात भी उन्सुनी सी लगती है 

इस बैचैनी का सबब किससे बयां करे यारों 

क्योकि खुल कर जीना भी अब खुदगर्जी लगता है 

पल दो पल का साथ नहीं था तेरा मेरा

उन लम्हों की कहानी तो खुद वक़्त बयां करता है

तेरे साथ कई जिंदगीया जी है मेने 

लेकिन बिन तेरे बे-सबब हो कर जीना अभी बाकी था....

थक चला हु अबे में  तुझे भूलने की कशमोकश से  ..

तेरा मासूम चेहरा है जो मिटता नहीं इन आँखों से...

मुझे भी वो तरकीब बता ऐ मेरे हमदर्द 

जिसने सब कुछ भुला दिया तुझे एक पल में..

शरद ----------

उधड़ी हुई उम्मीद

                                                                   
ए दोस्त तेरा साथ एक झटके मे क्या छूटा, यू लगा जिंदगी जैसे रुक सी गयी है
उधड़ी हुई उम्मीद की आस जब टूट गयी, तो लगा धड़कन थहम सी गयी है


जी करा की निकाल फेके इस सारे दर्द को अपने दिल के कोने कोने से
अपनी करनी पर जब हम आए तो कम्बख़्त हमारी आखे ही दगा दे गई


एक तेरे सिवा कोंन था मेरे माही, तेरे बिना तो सारी दुनिया ही उजड़ गयी है
सोचते है हम की कैसे जिए बिना आपके, यादो की रूह तो वीरानो मे खो गयी है


तन्हाई के आगोश मे गम के जाम लगाते हुए पल पल ये ख़याल आता है...
शायद मे ही नही हो पाया आपने मे पूरा, रह गया आपके बिना पूरा अधूरा

-- शरद 

Thinking Again

Dear All,
This is my first blog....please bear with me on this.
Your valuable suggestions are always welcomed.

"It was having lunch this afternoon, just like any usual day. Since today I was alone at lunch and have no one with me to talk to. There were so many thoughts were running in mind. Suddenly one thought come in to my mind that I no longer have to pay the tip in this restaurant to the waiter because its small place with no high expectations neither from customer or from the restaurant owner.

But suppose for an instance if it is been posh high end class famous restaurant of city, It would have been more difficult to decide the tip amount we should give than to what should order for luncn or dinner in that place. We would easily give extra tip to waiter serving alcohal in a pub or party just make our order quick. We would not re-think to give big, small, tip amounts in these scenarios.

Point here I want to make is that, when we don't think much to give away tips in restaurants, pubs & parties. Why suddenly we become so much conservative when we had to give just coins to a beggar, when we have to donate small amounts in temples. We will think twice, thrice or number of times while giving coins to beggar or while making donations as to do this act or not.Many times we may end up just ignoring them, avoid them. I am also part of same community and wont deny to the fact that YES I also pusses the same mentality to certain extent. "

I want to ask this question to myself and to all, that.....

• Why we are living with these conservative mind sets ?
• Why we follow double standards?
• Why we have become so selfish to ignore others concerns....?